Jamie Skipper

English2- Block 2

Ms Mckoy

8 October 2013

 

The Fight to Survive

Day after day these cruel words go through my head

You’re worthless, stupid, and can’t do anything right

These scenes scream out

My life has no meaning

As I reflect on these days I get more and more upset

I feel the sting of the blood tears as they run down my face

I feel the darkness surrounding me like the midnight sky, and the devil telling me to kill myself for I am no good

It seems like the world has ended

I search through the cabinet trying to find the pill that will end this pain

Then I find it and I am sitting there trying to find words to say but all I can think of is I’m

This is what my mind tells me

My heart tells me to

Stop this now

That there still may be a chance for survival

But how can I?

How can I do anything when I am nothing?

Wait, do I hear the slightest heavenly angel voice sing

In this dark time of need

Is there a light at the end of this never ending terrorizing tunnel

I have to find out

Is this the angel that can help me get through my problems, and see the brightness inside me?

There has to be a way

I can’t be nothing, I have to be something

Yes

There is a way

Called the angel of Jujitsu

The angle of Jujitsu can help me see through this bullying

So I can live my life like the ocean breeze

Note though the angel said to me that it will not be a breeze like a slippery soap bar

It will be a challenge before you come out on top

This will be the day I